The Enemy

Tiger, Tiger, Burning Bright...

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I have to go to work in 5 hours

and all I can think about is how i’m going to be paying for my car for the next 5 - 7 years on a cashier’s income.
I will therefor be living with my parents for the next 5 - 7 years.
I will be dieing alone.

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The hardest part…

about Nathan leaving me, is that it was 100% fixable. He just never gave us the opportunity. And now he would rather place all our failures on me alone and treat me like shit - when it seems to me, that he is (insufferably), happy being single.
So now when it comes to dating, all I think is - Why?

Why would I want to date when the one person I was going to spend my whole life with found it so easy to leave?
If one misunderstanding/fight made my fiance leave me; someone I’m simply dating is going to leave a whole heck of a lot easier.

Everything is just so pointless now. It makes life seem like such a joke in this perspective.